Time To Cry Tuesday – Happy Campers

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No, make that counselors. Yes, after 11 years of writing a check to that haven in the adirondacks I am happy to say BOTH of my kids are staff members this year. 

But the joy of not paying is tempered by the fact that for the first time in 11 years I will not be attending visiting day. And though I am sad that I will not be able to visit with my kids I could be equally heartbroken that I will not be able to eat the best fried chicken on earth and those heavenly little lemon meringue tarts with the little dollop of whipped cream on them.

Seriously, this is Time to Cry Tuesday so let me squeeze out a few tears for you.

We have aged out – for the second time in our lives – from a place that holds such intense memories that its culture is ingrained in our family as much as, if not more, any other piece of us. 

I look at this picture and wonder, how can this be them? Wasn’t this just us? (note the Grateful Dead T) Ok, Gary’s beard was way more impressive (Danny is partaking in the great facial hair experiment). But I look at this photo and I know exactly what they are feeling. How the air smells first thing in the morning. How the lake tastes. The sense of belonging like no other from a place that is rival to none. For us still!

I look at those faces and the passage of time is so evident. (and I think what good money was spent on the orthodontist). Yet I could conjure up what a day at camp feels like as if I attended last year. So could my mom (yes, she went there too). And of course I have that tug at my heart that asks, “what happened to my little campers?”

I know they appreciate every minute. Jana surely did not think she would be there again this year. And they are forever grateful that we gave them this gift.

They are giving it right back with this image. Thanks guys for bringing us back, yet again.

We love you both, more than life itself.

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6 responses to “Time To Cry Tuesday – Happy Campers

  1. Liz

    Lovely Amy. Just lovely.

  2. Jodie

    Amy — It’s not to late to change your mind, and take that drive — just one more time up to camp! Doesn’t that appeal to you whatsoever?

  3. Of course it does! I forgot to mention we will be visiting on alumni weekend. But no Jodie ; ( You could still change your mind and take the ride with Dr. Jimmy

  4. I know what you mean. “Aging Out” really says it.
    Great post!

  5. margi

    Beautiful post. Beautiful kids!!

  6. Pingback: Time to Cry Tuesday – 55 precious minutes from the past « i could cry but i don’t have time

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